I have been thinking a lot. I feel like I am in a dream just waiting to wake up. Awhile back I had started to doubt that there ever was a person out there that truly saw me, and still liked me. A person who after two or three weeks I already doubt if he is truly into me or something else... I thought I would have to end up settling for a life alone or with someone I thought never truly fit my kind of personality. Now out of no where, here is this man, this unbelievably amazing man. A man that feels like the man I have only dreamt about for years. I almost don't know what to do! All I know is for once I am scared to death of screwing it up. I don't want to be too much of this way or too much that way, but I also can't help but be me! Not that being me is a bad thing; I just truly don't want to screw ANYTHING up. I am entering a whole new world. Thinking about him makes me think I must be the luckiest woman alive. My brain and heart is just running in circles these days. One reason I know this is so different from any other so called relationships I have had in the past, I still get nervous every time I go see him. I have NOTHING negative to say about him and every time I think about him or see his face in my mind, I smile and sometimes every giggle out loud. What to do, what to do... All I know is that whatever happens, he has touched my life in so many ways I will never be the same. For that I am grateful and will hold dear to my heart till the day I die. I have never had a man touch my life in such a positive manner. It truly means more to me than I can ever write down. Thank you.
Writing so openly about matters of the heart has never really been my writing style, I almost feel like I need validation that the days and weeks past truly exist; so my brain was nagging me and wouldn't let me sleep till I wrote it down. Perhaps this will give hope to all those out there who are in a position I used to be in. Through all the aches and pains of those you date who do more harm than good, there will eventually be a person who does more good than harm. I wish everyone in the world a person of that nature. Keep growing, changing, being yourself and open to all possibilities. Life can be great if you seize the day and make it your own. Cherish all who come into your life and be rid of all those who don't cherish you.
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You have inspired me to do something similar in my livejournal =) Im soooo happy that you're soooooooo happy!!! =)
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