What to write?

I feel like writing but not sure what to write about! I could be all political and write about the stupidity of our president, or go the other way and defend him. All in the name of freedom, right? Why bother, so over done. I am one woman, with one opinion that I am sure disagrees with a lot of people and coincide with many others. Religion you ask? I could, but I feel I am in a cross roads on that subject so to speak. I am Catholic by name and family affiliation. I am volunteering lots of time to get a youth group started at my church; but I feel as though certain teachings are just not true. Like sex. Today in the training session for this youth group, they were talking about how young teens are when they start having sex. The only reason I believe they shouldn't be having sex is simply because they are so young and do not have the kind of responsible mind it takes to be responsible about such a loving act. It is wonderful and intimate but also comes with MANY responsibilities. The training was talking about how you should be abstinent till marriage. Why? God never made us such sexual beings just to repress it and make our lives miserable. If you truly care about someone and are old enough to deal with the responsibilities, go for it!
Ok so now that, that rant is over, what shall I write about next? It might be appropriate to follow with the subject of love and relationships. I have no ranting to do about this subject except to damn past relationships bringing insecurities into new and wonderful relationships. You want an example. I suppose I could provide one.
I don't feel like I can ever say I have ever really had a boyfriend (until now). Reason being, the boys either always called me their "friend" or didn't stick around long enough. So now I have this insecurity that once a month has passed, that I should start preparing for the person to up and leave me without so much as a "goodbye, nice meeting you." I have been given no reason to think that the person I am currently with will leave me, but it is still a fear. *Damn those gorgeous blue eyes and winning smile that win me over every day ;-)* I also now have a pet-peeve where if someone tells me they are going to call me, whether it be friend, family member, co-worker, or boyfriend, if they don't call me, I get mad. It's such a silly thing and yet I can't help myself! My new theory is that the more you care and love a person, the more these fears creep in. I suppose it can be a sign of how deeply you care for or even love the person. Even the fact that a person is willing to work through their fears is another sign. My solution? I have none. I am currently working on just living each day to the fullest and not letting my fears control my life. Why let a wonderful person get pushed away because of silly fears? Have your fears, just don’t even let them be controlling or ruling your life.
Next topic. Ok, I have no next topic. Unless you care to hear about my silly antics with my sister Krista. All I have to say is, I will ALWAYS be a kid at heart. If I thinking of something else to say I will be back. Not sure why I am in such a writing mood. I haven't gotten this way in such a long time. The best part is that I am happy and in a writing mood. Even though all I did was rant, I still have a smile on my face and in my heart. (I have become such a hopeless romantic sap. I am filled with romantic flights of fancy. What that means is beyond me. Sit inside my head for awhile and perhaps you'll see. *Wouldn't that we awesome if someone really could do that?*)
Ok, I have rambled enough.