Heart ache

Yup, heart ache has come home to my heart yet again... except this time, no sobbing, no tears, just stunned silence... denial and silence... I hate the dating world and wish I would find someone who would fight for me, not just let me walk away... I'm not that terrible of a person. Really, I'm not.... and now the tears, always the damn tears, next time I cry over a boy I want it to be tears of joy..... YOU HEAR THAT BOYS!!!!