Its been awhile...

I know its been awhile since I last wrote something. It has been hard for me to put things down in words. I have started to date again. I really am not enjoying it. The people I actually want to date are either already taken or not dating for some reason or another. So I am left to date the people no one else will. Thats harsh I know, but dating has lost its charm. I simply want to find someone I can at least have as a companion. Friends would be nice too. All but one friend have turned into people I no longer wish to be around. So I guess I am feeling rather lonely, and to top it all off I am stuck hanging out with people twice or more my age. My parents has two of their friends, a married couple, staying at our house till around the 21st or so. They came here on the 31st of July. So now I feel like I have two sets of parents. I sometimes want to yell at this couple to fuck off since they are not my parents. I don't even like them. They are both rude and socially inept. I wish Italy was coming faster. I simply want to get away from all of them.