"Ending untold.."

Life has taken a crazy turn. I feel like I am finally doing things to get myself to where I will be healthy and happy. I will be getting a personal trainer and am excited to begin working out with him/her. I am enrolling in a gym where I can take classes as well. I will continue my two nights of soccer but also add in these additional days of working out. This will hopefully help me to achieve my fitness goals in the most optimal way. I am also really scared. Not about the whole working out thing...lol. I am going in for an overnight observation on the 28th. Apparently I have some sleep problems that could turn into some serious health problems in the future. Thats a little frightening to hear at 24 years of age. I finally decided to take the last step and quit smoking. I am going on 5 days smoke free and it has been harder than I thought. One of the things my docter says I show simptoms of is something called G.E.R., gastro esaphagial reflux. If it goes untreated it could develope into cancer, SCARY!!! So, now I have yet another change in my diet. With this new piece of information I am suppose to keep my foods limited to low fat options, no sugar, no chocolate, no alcohol and no carbonated drinks. So this leaves me with all the new things I found that were wheat free, to once again be unavailable. I guess I am just severally frustrated. I do not have an unhealthy diet and yet I am still being put on more and more food restrictions because of various health problems. I almost want to say fuck it! I was never bad to my body. I always played sports and kept active, I never did drugs, sure I drank some alcohol, but the amount I have drank is NOTHING to worry about. Yet, here I am, paying the price as if I tortured my immune system and organs. I feel like all this work I am going through simply isn't worth it if all it does is progressively gets harder and harder, scarier and scarier. Who wants to be 24 and living as if she was 60? Thats the despair I feel right now. What happens when I turn 30? Will I be living as if I was 80?